sigh..
instead of studying like every diligent
students should, I'm working on
my newest Kagamine Twins fanfiction.
on my physics period no less. =_=;
no wonder how i always get low marks
for my physics tests.
Yeah, the fiction is incest, even twincest, themed. >
and yeah, i'm a masochist since i have
5 other on-going fanfictions that are not finished yet.

now i must update 6 fics at a time?
fabulous. =_=.

well, i love to write.
it's not my fault to suddenly have
this plot bunny jumping around when i was
bored at school.

anyway, what gives me the sudden urge to write is that
i've re-read Vladimir Nabokov's Lolita
for the second time, and just like that i suddenly
want to write something.
especially, something... scandalous. *smirk*

ah, well.
my head's full with incestuous stories right now,
so i don't think there's something important to write on
this lousy and unworthy journal of mine.

i'm just wondering though,
do you guys often go to the kinokuniya book store?
I'm looking for a book written by
Vladimir Nabokov, called 'Ada or Ardor : a Family Chronicle'.
it's incest-themed, and that's why i've been looking
for it up and down. lol.

it's quite hard to find here in indonesia. sigh.
i'm not sure if i can understand the book though.
Nabokov often use some French or even Russian in his books,
and without the foot-note to tell me what the sentences mean,
i'm doomed to completely clueless about their meanings.
and worse, when i tried to look up the reviews for the books
from the internet, i found out that even native English speakers
find it hard to understand the book.

if those native speaker out there find it hard to understand,
then how could a 16-year-old stupid girl with a pathetically horrible English skills understand it?

sigh.
i wish my English's much much better. >A<
that way, i could read 'heavy' books such as
Nabokov's or Shakespeare's original scripts. TT_TT

hahh.. poor me. =_=